Children's day

On the very last day of the Easter holiday, I woke up at 9am, with the help of the alarm clock, hoping to accustom myself with waking up earlier, which is something that cannot be avoided tomorrow.

However, the medicine is so strong that I cannot help but fall back to sleep after drinking some water and eating a bun. My friends were on their way to a bible study session at my home this morning, and I decided to stay in bed to listen to them and also take a rest if I can sleep. (My brother is here to serve them so it's fine)

I couldn't really get out of bed because I'm in my pyjamas and my hair is as messy as a bird nest so I am here stuck with my phone (gladly I've got it with me) waiting for them to go out for lunch so that I can leave my bed. 

I'm still struggling with the decision. I do want to make that decision when I'm feeling 100% alright physically so that it is not an impulsive one. Yet I do have to decide soon. I want to leave because it would mean some breakthroughs in life and a chance to get some real rest. I want to stay because it would mean I can continue to walk closely with those whom I treasure and understand what they're experiencing better. 

Let God guide me. Amen.