Quick thoughts

Other people and things may divert your attention at times. But no matter when, the only thing that stops you from improving is yourself.

Recently, I can't help making predictions about my students' future. I do that subconsciously, but it keeps floating on my mind. I see many things. I see too many things.

Standing there, in front of nearly 30 pairs of eyes, up on the stage, bearing THAT kind of responsiblity, sometimes, I just wanna cry. Not because I am sad, not because I am scared, not because I am troubled, but because I see sadness, fear and anxiety in their eyes amidst their seemingly joyful faces. I see people selecting the narrow yet right path, but I also see people treading the road to decadence. It hurts especially when I can't do much. But, out of all these, I see how all of them can shine. I see a bright future in every one of them.

Yet, I don't know what will really happen though I am eager to find out.
After all, only God knows.

p.s. I can't believe I had the feeling of quitting so early this year. Yet, it is also the same reason that keeps me going.