Decision

My new 40-day challenge doesn't involve writing, and that's probably why I cannot come up with anything substantial even after trying. I believe that most of the times words also come from God, and I don't want to write purely for the sake of entertaining myself. Maybe I will just write what's on my mind.

I just want to say that these few days have been especially difficult for me. Although my health remains in a 'not-so-good' state, it is not exactly my physical health that leads to the difficulty I am going through these days. It's that I am about to make one of the biggest decisions in my life, and I am hesitant. I do not want to regret at all, and having to leave my comfort zone and beloved people in my life is a scary idea itself. The change is potentially depressing as I imagine waking up with no job and no school to go back to, though I know it can be rewarding and exciting too as I embrace a new challenge (or a few of them). The notion of departing my workplace has been thought over every single year in the past, so I am not completely unfamiliar with it, and frankly I am somewhat rather prepared psychologically. But I will miss the people; in fact I am missing them already. 

I have still a few days till I make up my mind and act. Do pray for me to have courage and peace. Thank you.