As the ruin falls (C. S. Lewis)

All this is flashy rhetoric about loving you.
I never had a selfless thought since I was born.
I am mercenary and self-seeking through and through:
I want God, you, all friends, merely to serve my turn.

Peace, re-assurance, pleasure, are the goals I seek,
I cannot crawl one inch outside my proper skin:
I talk of love --a scholar's parrot may talk Greek--
But, self-imprisoned, always end where I begin.

Only that now you have taught me (but how late) my lack.
I see the chasm. And everything you are was making
My heart into a bridge by which I might get back
From exile, and grow man. And now the bridge is breaking.

For this I bless you as the ruin falls. The pains
You give me are more precious than all other gains.

ps. 上面的是最近看書看到魯益師（C. S. Lewis）所寫的詩，說的是他跟上帝的關係，很有意思。
ps2. 暫別了中二和中四的學生，明年若天父許可的話或許能夠重遇；中六的，總有再聚的一日。
ps3. 還是有點忙碌，未到有空和有心情寫文章的時候。不過，想寫的題目卻越來越多了。
ps4. 最近心情還是有點忐忑，有些事要好好面對，但不知道從何入手。
ps5. 盼望能在團契營中重新得力。

ps6. 我正考慮趁暑假的空檔，整理一下這裡的文章，然後跟更多人分享。（現在這裡的讀者據我了解只有十多人）